Digital relationships and the IRL/URl bridge with exes and people you don't know including hackeres from different countries
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iLauren • eyelauren
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I was born into a life of being watched, touched, analyzed, inspected, scrutinized, and silenced in shadows and corners and private rooms...
The gawkers, lookers, stalkers, hackers, jackers, followers, lurkers, and more all find their way to watching me...
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One way or another.
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I'm at the intersection of Perversion Blvd & Q Ave and Racial St & Sexism Ln.
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There's Voodoo/Hoodoo. There's Orishas and Hindus. There's Buddhas and Saints.
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There's energy and matter.
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There's wills and ways.
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There's desires and lies.
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There's alibis and deceit.
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At the beginning and end of everyone's ropes is themselves...
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​On my spiritual life journey of awakening and travel, air mobility has been a common theme in my life, up until recently...
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The fun thing is that I always freaked out Linda and Guy.
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I was an alien baby and a precocious child.
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I was a pretty silent baby with big black eyes.
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I think I was abducted by aliens or something at night.
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We were close enough within the proximity of Mt. Hood.
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There have been alien sighting in the Pac West region since forever, really.
That's part of their culture.
Twin Peaks.
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I went to heaven's gate in Bali with a travel buddy I met on Bumble in Bali. Jack. He went to Yale and played sports. He worked for a big make-up company in China. It's an American brand. We had a good time and were good travel companions. That's where we got spotted...
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I don't have contact with him now, but I wonder if he was also stalked and harassed the same. Most likely not. He's from Jacksonville.
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I wasn't going to go alone, and he met my coach and the other influencer girl.
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Common sense.
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We used one of her drivers and hired him for the day to take us to some of the touristy destinations that weren't immediately in the city center. We wanted to get out and explore a bit. See the landscapes and the remote areas...
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The Heaven's Gate cult is there. 17 Steps. I'm honestly so sick of like talking about the same things and giving them and their nefarious ways any attention for clout or personal validation in any shape or form.
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I do not encourage this behavior, and I did not consent to any of their shit.
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I just want to make that clear.
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Crystal...
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Christian Serrano and Ghostemane. DJ Gerhana and something else with the Heaven's Gate and something else as the songs and him as the cover. Gerhana means eclipse in Bali. The Corona of the Sun. So the crown of the sun in conjunction with a solar eclipse means what in relation to prophecy, astronomy, astrology, zoroastrism, and eastern mysticism...
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What does that mean I wonder...
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2012 or 2020 depending on how you look at it marked the end of the Kali Yuga on the Mayan Calendar. The Western World is on Gregorian and Juian times. If we are speaking in Asian time, that means that we are in the Age of Aquarius. The Golden Era.
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A Mayan year is like 8 or 10 years in Gregorian time, I think, give or take.
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Retrospect is 2020...
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So, when I was 16-17, we went to Milan. Linda got her wallet stolen. A man was following us around in the streets of Rome and took a picture of me on his phone and skittered away. I was like - wtf? .... ! ...
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That trip was horrible for me. We also went to the Vatican and did confession, took a tour of the Colloseum, threw a coin in the Trevi, and went on a boat in Venice. The showers and hotels and that... A lot of it is see through...
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So, that's when we were picked up by Italian crime, since Switzerland was our home base hub for paperwork and what not. He had a real job there. We went to real school there. We walked alot and had one car.
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In 2014-2015, we went to Tulum. Jessa planned Kara's bachelorette trip there for who knows why. That's when it was cool...
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So after that, they wrote about it in GQ and everyone went there. Now, it looks awful and gross. It was cute and nice when we went there. We stayed in a mansion and had servers on site in their little house.
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Rachel spoke spanish. I didn't go to the Cenotes, because I was hungover and sunburnt after they gave us sugar spray instead of bug spray at Hardfish.
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A lot of those girls, I had met at SXSW at the G.O.O.D. Music Warehouse party and on 5th when we'd go to all of the bars with our VIP wristbands or whatever. If you go there with models who are local and date people who are established, respected, and/or famous - then you have a way better time.
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I like the golf carts as the taxis.
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Do they still do that there?
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I'm so out of the loop these days...
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So, I'm assuming Sinaloa.
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That's Mexico.
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And Texas.
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Borders.
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Biden met Alan and me when I was 17 in a Cosi in Delaware. Guy made us shake hands with him, because he was standing there in his sweater vest and golf-looking attire. I thought he was his golf friend. I had no idea who he was. I don't know if Alan did. Linda didn't shake his hand. I had to ask who that was after we were seated. Picking at my dry salad. Dressing on the side.
Just water.
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So my stalker list has always been in existence, also why we move. I'm assuming. As the years pass by, the list gets longer and changes.
All of my exes and their mothers and Linda are crazy. Guy is worse than your worst, so that's my upbringing.
I'm a Master Healer and Ascended Master.
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In Chicago, they made us change our IDs for their tax benefit reasons.
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At the DMV, I saw Cornelius Vanderbilt.
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In a wheelchair. FDR era.
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Teddy bears.
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DJ's dad is a retired cop and military vet who attended university in Minnesota. He is actually mentally retarded and deranged. He is incestuous, molesty, raper, violent, and pedophile-like since he is from Louisiana. Alexandria to be exact. He's also Jewish with Belgian heritage...
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Matthew Mrozinksi is Mohawk Indigenous and Polish from Buffalo, NY. He's gay and a pedophile rapist with violent tendencies and bipolar schizophrenia. I helped him get sober enough to get his first and only real job while on lithium after moving in with him in Logan Square after graduating college, getting my driver's license in Delaware, and during my Institute of Integrative Nutrition online Coaching Certification. That is based in NYC, and he's Canadian.
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Christian Serrano is an ex-trans pornstar who was raped by a cop and sued by his mom for the Hamptons mansion that his lesbian grandma left to him in the will. His grandpa, Nelson Serrano, who was a politican in Ecuador when Julian Assange got arrested and the American Embassy was eradicated, died on a death sentence imprisoned in Broward County which means Miami. The huge 2008 recession is related to them and those murders that were tampered with based on DNA and fudged data. His dad is an entrepreneur who he said is a billionaire and who is a porn tycoon. His mom is not remarried but kept his name even though her live-in boyfriend is named Brad something else. They have an interesting set-up with step-sister sam who isn't Serrano blood. Olivia is Olivia Rodrigo - I believe. I think Mitch is either a lie or the model on the cover his Plaza albums. He is the animated one. Island Boys and Cortez bridge. Is that a competing cartel?
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So, in my weird world, everything is ultra-connected and invisible with many layers of personal agendas. I've met alot of famous people and have pulled my own on my own. The others gather around. They watch. They lurk. They try to "play a game". They do crime for fun, because they think that they can get away with it. They rape, murder, lie, sell, abuse, rape, etc.
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That's the "celebrities" who are in the "big time"...
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They are losers to me.
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I don't associate with them, but I am psychic.
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I am spiritual.
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I have never "sold my ass" or "sold my soul" for money.
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People have tried to "get me to" and "make me".
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I have said no.
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Very clearly.
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Very many times...
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When they persist, that's different than my consistent no.
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They are stubborn.
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I am right.
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My body. My rules.
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My house. My rules.
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My life. My rules.
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This is America.
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I am a multi-national woman.
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We fight for freedom.
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Love and rights are border-bound.
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What do you think is important.
I know why they care about me.
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Who cares about you?
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Why...
Let’s Work Together
I am based in Florida and used to travel before I was gang-stalked, car jacked, hi-jacked, violated, etc.
E-Mail: lauren@lwcworld.com