My favorite special talent is to bring things that are unalike together for meaning. There is visual and verbal communication.

 

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I've had lucid dreams and out of body experiences since childhood. I'd have recurring nightmares or night terrors.

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Alan would sleep in my bed and sneak in through the jack and jill bathroom and crawl on the ground like the parents and the grandparents - I'm assuming...

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He was a bedwetter which indicates sexual abuse. 

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I did a few times but not as much as him.

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These days, I've had sleepwalking, night terrors, talk in sleep, fight in my sleep and earned the nickname little muy thai fighter. 

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I've also had a lot of dreams and visions that are weirdly manifested, like even before I said I was consciously spiritual in my official announcement at 26. 

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I had a dream of being in Switzerland on a train. I saw the view through the big window of the train. I smelled bricks and started craving New York, so I wanted Girls. 

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Then my boss became a new boss in NYC. A corporate merger began. I would travel from Chicago to NYC and then was one of the first to go to Budapest. In high school, we had to do community service in order to graduate. The girls basketball team all went to Hungary for Habitat for Humanity. We dug holes in the ground and ate gulasch. Well, I didn't. I was vegetarian with Myrthe, so we got the good stuff...

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I've had a lot of weird past life dreams and visions when I'd do guided meditations, transcendtal meditation, and other spiritual journeying. The energetic and astral worlds of etheric energy are known as The Fifth Element in America. There are 5 elements in Chinese medicine. 

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Sometimes, there are series of dreams. Sometimes, they are one-offs. 

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Linda and Guy have told me their dreams. I've told them some. 

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Snake tunnel, No, school exams, punching, fighting, baseball, corners, etc...

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Guy told me that he had a dream where all of my skin peeled off like a snake. 

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The "celebrites" that have appeared in my dreams are infrequent but repetitive. Some dream interpreters and spiritualists saw that dreams are glimpses beyond the veil of consciousnes, time, and space. 

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Some say that when people appear in your dreams that they're thinking of you. Some say the opposite. 

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I'm always silent. They usually are too. 

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Contracts, walking, sitting, sinks, hands, etc.

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Each ex has also had past life remembrances while with me, and all of them string along in accordance with my past and parallel lives that have intertwined with theirs in the past or in the present.

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The Satan and The God that people refer to may be an array of entitites depending on their background, orientation, lies, and overall intelligence. Awareness and consciousness are linked and intertwined like a helix.

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I believe that people lie about their spiritual experiences, their beliefs, their character, their intentions, and their visions and/or dreams. A lot lie...

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I do not lie. 

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I also do what I talk about, because I've done it. 

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If I don't do something or fulfill a "promise", there is also a reason.

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Promises are lies, traps, and bs. 

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I'll probably never get married. 

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I've been engaged twice for no good reason other than to document and get their commitment so that I can try to survive in my circumstances - considering the insane family that is all lustful and incestuous, just like the littered past of exes that I also feel nothing for and do not want back at all.

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So that's that. 

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I'm single for a reason, and I'm fine with it.

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I have Cali.

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And Kali has me. 

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When you think of dreams, do you think of your fantasies? 

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Are they gay...

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Are they straight...

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Are they mono...

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Are they poly...

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Are they racial...

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Are they age specific...

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Are they violent...

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Are they...

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When you see people on screens, does that make them "free game"? 

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Are they "on the market" if they're on a "social media app"?

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Do you think that you have the right to "get them"?

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Are you on par?

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The fun thing about me is that everyone is always wrong. 

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They're always wrong in the same and different ways.

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Varying degrees of wrongness...

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Nevertheless, they're always wrong.

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So - what do I think when I look at you?

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Well, if you have a blue checkmark, that means you've been verified...

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That also means that you take it "seriously", so your ego and identity is connected to your "followers" and your content is meant to be "seen"...

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Um. Well, since I've been in Florida, I've had the "opportunity" to "become famous" or "model" or etc. and so on...

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I've met a lot of athletes, musicians, and politicians. 

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I've also met a lot of entrepreneurs, business professionals, and moms. 

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The beach used to be my favorite place, but that started going downhill after Yoga Teacher Training at The Yoga Shack. 

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They've been watching, attacking, plotting, scheming, and harming me, my business, my name, my identity, my belongings, my home, my finances, my privacy, my character, and everything else you can think of. 

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People are very racist to me. 

They're also sexist and ageist.

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So - 

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Why do you ask so many questions?

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Why are you so inappropriate?

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Why do you assume that I'd want you?

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Why do you think that you're bettter than me?

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Why do you think you're allowed to be mad at me?

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Why do you think you are entilted to attack and target me?

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Why do you feel like you have the right to steal, copy, and lie on me?

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Why do you want everything that I have?

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Why do you think you matter?

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Why do you think you'll "get away with it"?

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Why do you think you deserve anything?

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Why do you think people would want you?

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Why do you think that you're valuable?

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What do you have to offer?

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Realistically?

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Genuinely?

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Actually...

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The neighbors stalk me. They talk about me when I go to stores. They've been whispering since last year. They all know who I am, because I'm a local celebrity. I'm also internationally famous in my own way from real experiences and my teen years when I lived in Switzerland for high school. This isn't a character or an act or a whatever. There are huge gaps in understanding, literacy, awareness, education, honesty, mental health, and ethics. 

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I've had seriously issues with Mexico, spanish speaking people, and their brand of "magic" and "business"...

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So, I do not like you. You are not competition to me. You are a sad mockery of attention seeking desperation when no one cares or wants to hear it - quite frankly. No one wants your crap here, that's why we say go home. 

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ICE

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This is what people don't understand. Mexico is Mexico. You stay there. We do not want you here. Everyone here has tolerated you to a degree and keep you on purpose. Do you understand that? No. You are all stupid. You do prositution, incest, rape, violence, beastiality, pedophilia, and don't have basic indoor plumbing or any type of anything to draw pride from. The Catholics will lie to you, because that's what they do. They placate and tell you nice things. 

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We also do not want South America. We do not like that. 

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You also want to be like us.

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You also lack industry, technology, philosophy, architecture, education, and structure for any type of art, sophistication, and refinement. 

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That's just the truth.

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They burned down the Amazon in 2020. 

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That's after we went to Iquitos and ate at the Yellow Rose before going to Luna Del Amazonas as a recommended excursion from my friend Mia from Chicago. We went to college together and she taught in South America.

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My dreams were to change the world into the new paradigm after the end of the Kali Yuga via energy healing, mindset coaching, and positivity.

 

Things have changed since then...​​​